The China Mail - 'We couldn't find their bodies': Indonesian tsunami survivors mourn the dead

The relatives of the victims sat in a circle on the grass at Siron mass grave, where the bodies of 46,000 people were buried.

It is one of several prayer sites across western Indonesia -- including a grand mosque and other mass graves -- holding ceremonies that drew thousands of mourners who remember the December 26, 2004, tsunami.

The tsunami -- generated by a 9.1-magnitude earthquake off Indonesia's western island of Sumatra -- carried in its path a wall of debris including boats, cars, and bodies.

Some, like lecturer Reza Fahlevi, never found the bodies of their loved ones.

"We couldn't find their bodies," he told AFP, breaking down in tears as he recalled how he lost his mother and older brother.

The 35-year-old was spared as he had been at a boarding school when the tsunami hit. He searched for his family for months, distributing flyers and pictures, and even posted an ad in a local newspaper.

"It took me a year. Eventually, we had to accept things with a heavy heart," he said, seated with his wife and toddler son among mourners at Siron mass grave.

"I came here to pray for them even though I don't know if they were truly buried here," he said.

- 'God's will' -

The massive earthquake had generated a series of waves as high as 30 metres (98 feet) which pummelled the coastline of 14 countries around the Indian Ocean all the way to Somalia.

A total of 226,408 people died as a result of the tsunami, according to a global disaster database, but Indonesia saw the highest death toll -- with more than 100,000 killed in Aceh alone.

On Thursday, smaller mass graves in the province also held prayer ceremonies, like Ulee Lheue, where around 14,000 people are buried.

Some mourners sat with their heads in their hands remembering their loved ones, while others sprinkled petals on the ground.

In provincial capital Banda Aceh's Baiturrahman Grand Mosque, relatives of the dead huddled under tents to pray for their loved ones.

Some repeated the widely held view in the province that the tsunami was brought by God to end a decades-long conflict between separatist rebels and the Indonesian government.

"I hope all my departed ones will be by God's side and I hope this disaster reminds us that we are powerless beings," Hasnawati, a 54-year-old teacher who lost relatives and friends, said at the grand mosque.

"Everything happened because of God's will."

At Siron, mourners laid flowers for the dead, while some burst into tears as a preacher talked about resilience and faith under the trees.

Maisarah, a 48-year-old housewife, was pregnant when disaster struck and lost her four-year-old daughter, her husband, her parents and five siblings.

"The moment I accepted the reality, my whole body was aching and I sobbed," she said.

"I was in disbelief that my entire family was gone."

But while she was dragged by the torrent of water, she did not lose the baby, giving birth to a daughter she had with her deceased husband.

Since then, she has remarried and has two sons as well.

"The moment the midwife told me I was still pregnant, I promised to myself that I must be strong. I must do anything for my child," Maisarah said.

R.Yeung--ThChM